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谢怜 || Xiè Lián ([personal profile] scrapgege) wrote in [community profile] eastbound2021-10-14 04:31 pm

un : deft hand of little deaths (voice)

So, I talked to An- to Haltham.

[Is it a good idea to use Anurr's name on the network? Probably not, so let's stick to the other one. Most people know who this refers to anyway.]

Now, I'm not saying we should do what he asked because well, these people are still people, and they were enslaved a long time, and it feels only fair that they should be able to choose what they want to do with themselves.

But he says he might be able to help with their pain.

Except he also said that he doesn't know yet how.

.... That's not very helpful, is it? Sorry.
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2021-10-14 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
We can't trust him with them.

[He sounds rather set on the matter]
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2021-10-14 07:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[The concept of that sounds foreign]

They're undead. Their souls need to find rest, not linger in their curse - most especially not under anyone's command.
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2021-10-14 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[Quiet for several long moments. Then, a frustrated noise]

Would you damn them to an eternal existence as a corruption of the people they used to be? They aren't- undeath is a miserable, unnatural existence. Nothing that's lived should ever want their souls to linger in such a way.
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2021-10-14 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[A nice, shocked silence. you're married??

Then, a very careful breath]


..Maybe not. But I don't think these undead have the level of reason that you're hoping for. Certainly, the ones we saw in Sa-Hareth didn't.
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2021-10-14 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[A touch begrudging]

..Someone was asking them, I think. At least about burial rites with the Attaryl. I can't understand why a soul would want to linger in such a way if they're aware of what they are. It's far worse than death.

Perhaps ghosts are less corrupted.
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2021-10-15 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[He hums, thoughtful]

I guess so. There aren't really ghosts in Erdrea. I've come across shades.. Hm. But most souls yearn to return to Yggdrasil for their rebirth rather than linger. I recall Archeval mentioned.. something.. I remember thinking it was beautiful. To rejoin the energy of the world as a sort of spectral guide after death.

[A short laugh, fond] Though, we were half-asleep then.
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2021-10-16 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
Hm. The undead sorts in my world aren't usually peaceable. The rare exception, but largely aggressive and dangerous- as most things are. But it could be the growing darkness that's made it so. Certainly, now.

[He sighs] This world doesn't seem dissimilar in that way. It's unfortunate. I wonder sometimes if the blight on this world is because there's something interrupted in the cycle- if that's why there are so many undead.
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2021-10-16 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
I understand some fear death, but it's only- or should only be- a gateway to the next life. Though I guess not everyone knows that here, without Yggdrasil.

..Maybe I should look more closely at the different faiths preached in this city.
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2021-10-16 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
[Several heartbeats of silence]

I guess.. for a short while, but it's.. there isn't-

..I think if people knew, it wouldn't be so hard.
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2021-10-16 07:34 am (UTC)(link)
[A breath]

Then I guess we need to find out what this world's cycle is supposed to be like.