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[unas]

( if you'd have taken a bet as to which starfleet officer ended up in the brig first you wouldn't have come out with this one. the fact that she's now back in the brig-- she's starting to really hate superstition )

Anyone that's allowed on deck want to tell me which direction the ship's pointing? Or what you see up there?
I'll even trade a story, something from your home for one of mine.

( she'd even take a story about the things that people have seen here but she's info seeking, find out where people are from, maybe when... she can't help the pirates but she can still be busy.

you could also potentially assume that she's a little bored )

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[winscenario]

Guess I've done that a couple times too, but I like the camping. I drag Spock and Bones along with me sometimes.

[ More than just sometimes, actually, but they do enjoy it. For all that Spock struggles with the concept of campfire songs (or pretends to, just to be an insufferable little shit). ]

Yosemite will always be a favorite of mine. Plenty of spots to choose from, lots of variety in terms of surface, height, inclination and difficulty. But Kalymnos and Dolomites are pretty nice too, and it's always a nice change in scenery.

[unas]

Anything's different compared to a ship. And it's nice really seeing the stars.

( you didn't truly see them during travel, them just whizzing by. sometimes it was nice to take that moment, the reminder of how she'd gotten here: by looking at the stars )

[winscenario]

It really is. They just don't look the same from a ship.

[ Even when they're stationary. Plus, it's not like Jim has a lot of free time during those periods to just sit and admire what's outside. ]

We had some wonderful clear skies, back in Iowa. That's where I'm from. Not a lot of exciting climbing spots, though.

[unas]

I've never been.

( and not because of the lack of climbing. really, even in her academy days, una hadn't explored earth that much. her early days were very contained and since she'd only done what she'd needed on the planet, gone where had been useful )

Do you still call it home? Iowa?

[winscenario]

Oh, no. Absolutely not.

[ It's said with a smile, small but not the least bit sad. He has a home, he was lucky enough to find it after leaving Iowa, but it's not like he's ever felt like he's lost much when he left that behind. ]

I don't think I've ever called it home. Not really.

[unas]

Even when you lived there?

( that sounded... interesting? tragic? earth didn't feel home to her but she hadn't grown up there. it was somewhere she had a place to go when they were back on earth, somewhere she'd lived but for all that she was fond of the academy and a little fond of earth it wasn't home.

but for someone human that grew up there? it seems very different to her )

[winscenario]

Especially when I lived there, I think.

[ Some part of him misses a few things about it now, and he certainly wouldn't say he hates it like he would have when he was younger.

He gives her a glance, then lets out a small breath. She's shared a bit about herself, putting her own career at risk in a way, so it seems only fair to be a little open himself. ]

The time traveling incident that created my timeline happened on the day I was born. Actually, I was born because of it— kind of. The ship my parents were in was attacked, my mother fled on a medical shuttle and went into premature labor due to the attack. My father died on that ship, sacrificing himself so the crew would have time to escape.

It made my childhood... complicated, [ He chuckles humorlessly. ] To say the least. She eventually got married again, but she never really got over the loss of my father, and she basically buried herself in work to cope. [ Or to forget. ] I wouldn't go so far as saying she was negligent, far from it, but she wasn't very present in my life. I grew up angry at everything. Got into trouble at every opportunity just as a way to lash out. I felt trapped there, I knew I didn't want to be there but it's like I never really thought there was anywhere for me to go where I'd find some form of happiness or peace.

And let me tell you, I really hated Starfleet, I felt like they took from me the opportunity for a normal life. You know, when I first joined, it was more out of spite than anything. I was dared to finish the Academy as quickly as my father had. He'd done it in four years. [ He shoots her a smile. ] The man who dared me was Christopher Pike. and I finished it in three.

[unas]

( una doesn't expect the story, doesn't expect exactly what he'll tell her. and it's tragic, not only just how his world was created but how it affected him.

it renders her speechless for a time, trying to wrap her head around, what he's given her. until she responds with-- )

Chris recruited you?

( his life already sounded different, maybe this was why she wasn't on the enterprise either. both of their lives were different )

[winscenario]

[ He doesn't particularly like talking about his childhood, but he's not as against it as he once was. It seems fair, like making things a little more even between them, to share this with her after what he's learned. At least in his case it's voluntary, whereas she was more or less forced to share her own secret. ]

Yeah. I probably didn't see it that way back then. Thought I'd graduate just to show him I could and then leave.

[ He shrugs, looking across the room and away from her. ]

Life just tends to surprise you.

[unas]

( she smiles slightly. even though she doesn't know all of the circumstances she knows this-- )

Instead, you became Captain of the Enterprise. And he'd have been proud.

( she assumes from knowing her chris. his crew was treated as family and he was proud of what they accomplished. this was no different )

[winscenario]

[ Those words hit so close, so much closer than she could possibly know. Christopher Pike is alive and well in her reality, after all, so how could she know the dull ache that hits him square in his chest with those words alone?

Luckily Jim's gotten good at internalizing some things, and keeping up a calm demeanor despite everything. He's still looking away but he smiles. Grief and regret aside, he appreciates the words. ]

I like to think so, yes.