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Xiao Xingchen | 晓星尘 ([personal profile] binghua) wrote in [community profile] eastbound2022-03-15 01:02 pm

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I have been thinking lately, perhaps too much, about forgiveness. Or, rather, resentment, especially with regards to these curses we've been gifted. I don't know what everyone else has to break, but mine involves jealousy and, thus, its own kind of resentment. I think most lingering cases such as these stem from unhappiness along a similar vein.

As a cultivator, it is my duty to cleanse such resentment from the dead so as not to affect the living in their wake. I am willing to help anyone else who may need it, though I fear I may not be as much help as others. I'm not sure I'm the best at forgiveness, either, even for myself...

[Xingchen's voice trails off, almost as if he forgets he's talking to anyone else, but he quickly recovers and clears his throat.]

I'm rambling. What I mean to say is I would like your cooperation if it's not too much to ask. As I said before my curse involves jealousy and words spoken in anger and dissatisfaction. I would like for as many of us to instead spread words of affirmation around the village. It might sound silly, and maybe it is, but I believe even something so small can make a difference. For example, last night I told one of the bartenders he had a pleasing voice. It doesn't have to be anything complicated, just kind.

Don't feel as if I'm forcing you, either. No one has to help if they don't want to.
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[personal profile] reparo 2022-03-15 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
...that's a creative spin to atonement. Doing the opposite of what your adopted ancestor was guilty of doing?

[There's a soft huh.] Hadn't thought of it that way. But at the core, I think mine has to do with jealousy as well, so - I can try.

[And what he won't notice: a nod. She can try - and start here.]

I appreciate that when we first met, you were trying to feed the less fortunate at your own risk.
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[personal profile] reparo 2022-03-15 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[She does - actually, and you can tell that's the case because of how fast she readily offers up the facts:]

Mine was more physical with her actions. A young wife, whose husband died days after their wedding, channelled her grief into making other young brides in the village disfigured with poisoned face paints.

[A pause.] What I have thought of so far is that this is proof make-up is evil.
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this begged an edit

[personal profile] reparo 2022-03-16 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[She allows a small laugh under her breath.] You're enjoying this, aren't you? Solving people's curses like they're puzzles?

[+1 appreciation.]

I've been thinking of maybe a different approach. The elders might not be keen on me to interfere, being new and all - but there's no stopping paper. I could make leaflets - about how to tell if face paints have spoiled. And also that you don't need them.

[And from somewhere behind her, at this point, SOMEONE yells something about big breasts.]


Hold that thought, please. [She'll brb, time to go snap at someone.]
Edited 2022-03-16 22:57 (UTC)
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2/2 apparently? im sorry

[personal profile] reparo 2022-03-16 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[And eventually - back.]

Anyway. Thank you, for helping me bounce ideas. [Instead of tits.]
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[personal profile] reparo 2022-03-19 12:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[He wasn't born blind? She wants to ask, absolutely, but it's a nosey invasion of his privacy, so instead -]

He is irrelevant, don't worry.
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[personal profile] reparo 2022-03-19 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[But he went One Direction right to her face :(]

At great sacrifice, I will try. [Look, at least she's trying to take it lightly.] But - really, enough about that. What kind of puzzles did you enjoy?
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[personal profile] reparo 2022-03-20 09:14 am (UTC)(link)
[!!!]

Would you be able to help with a haunting here?
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[personal profile] reparo 2022-03-21 09:21 am (UTC)(link)
If there was a way to know that your methods would not agitate them, I have teahouse ghosts that could do with some afterlife rest.
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[personal profile] reparo 2022-03-24 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[Snort.] It's getting them to shut up that's hard.
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[personal profile] downswing 2022-03-15 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
( JUST DOING WHAT DAOZHANG WANTS. )



You are pleasing, silent.
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[personal profile] reparo 2022-03-16 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[You're pleasing, silent?!?!?!?!]




Your chicken were nice.
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[personal profile] reparo 2022-03-19 12:20 pm (UTC)(link)
What happened to them?