( marc doesn't think that quite answers his question. it's a nice answer, one that essentially amounts to 'it doesn't matter' (he thinks), one that says she's willing and prepared to listen to whatever comes her way regardless of whether it's something she deserves — in the sense of being subjected to — to hear.
he's never really discussed it with andrea, his therapist, the one that'd been mandated by the avengers, the consequence of his most recent fuck up. they'd spoken of marc most of all, of his thoughts and his feelings, of his avoidance. of whether he is or isn't a threat. he'd played at being insulted, like it came as a surprise after everything he'd done.
like steven hadn't said, like jake hadn't agreed, that everything wrong with marc's life is the result of marc's actions and choices and nothing else. )
The venom's needed?
( it's not about redemption, not really. redemption doesn't happen like this and marc isn't sure it ever really happens for men like him. what might happen is he does something good for a change, has a positive impact, and maybe he'll find a little peace. a little quiet. a respite between nightmares and voices.
no subject
he's never really discussed it with andrea, his therapist, the one that'd been mandated by the avengers, the consequence of his most recent fuck up. they'd spoken of marc most of all, of his thoughts and his feelings, of his avoidance. of whether he is or isn't a threat. he'd played at being insulted, like it came as a surprise after everything he'd done.
like steven hadn't said, like jake hadn't agreed, that everything wrong with marc's life is the result of marc's actions and choices and nothing else. )
The venom's needed?
( it's not about redemption, not really. redemption doesn't happen like this and marc isn't sure it ever really happens for men like him. what might happen is he does something good for a change, has a positive impact, and maybe he'll find a little peace. a little quiet. a respite between nightmares and voices.
darkest crime. )