I think a really long time ago a group of people wanted to live forever. They went about it in pretty much the worst way imaginable. I think we're caught up in living with the consequences of their actions to this day. It's really sad that it came to this. We're all trying to make the best choices we can in a really bad situation. It scares me to think we could mean well and do a lot of damage along the way too. I'm glad I talked to him even if I know there will be consequences for that someday.

I think that maybe Matthias could have been like us once. I feel terrible that he lost his daughter. It doesn't excuse the terrible things that people are telling me he did. When it comes down to it, we have to do what's right even if we feel bad for the people involved.